Just a random look

FUCK..........I am on the verge of tears almost every moment of the day yet I can't cry because then I am thought of as crazy or weak. The butterflies and chest pounding won't go away and I can't talk to anyone because again I would be that crazy bitch. I am at my breaking point yet it seems they keep throwing shit at me and all I want to do it "GET OUT"....and I can't!